Tag: bristol

  • good morning, Belguim. (november)

    good morning, Belguim. (november)

    they left. everyoneeveryoneeveryonehas left. i’m numb,i can’t be sad anymore. the hiccuped tearsfind their closure. in the deepest of subconscious knowings- isn’t this what i wanted? somehow, it just doesn’t feellike what i wanted. the abandonment is the adhesive-blinders on.  novemberdims the skies, for fairy lightsand other worldly realms. now is the time, to write the book.  i begin. one thousand. two thousand… words…  time,now measuredin cafe…

  • October

    October

    tears keepspilling from my eyeslike monsoonin october night skies. i check the wound periodically. it was healing before, why does it look a little infected?i bandage it back up.  train station interceptions, phone calls that shatter. a karmic seed now joins meon parallel life/death lines,“pull yourself together girl, you’re late for the show.”  a pulsating cry, “i want to go home.”himalayan hills, tibetan…

  • dear brother-

    dear brother-

    where are you dear brother? are you safe?are you warm?have you eaten? are you at peace? everyone says you are here, watching, always with me. most days i believe that to be true. but i’m hiccuping my tears in,“oh just get on with it already.” no one likes a sad girl.  fuck it.  i just miss you,big brother.  so much…