Tag: death
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Vancouver Departures pt 1 (Into the Bardo)
“what is it like to die?” i asked. so small. so timid. my words, unveiling fate. aware of what’s to come, i cannot backtrack. thirty two hours from now.. departure. time is not linear, and in this moment, i need it to freeze. he is this embodiment. he is this person. with him, i feel bonded.like family, from another time. i…
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Dengue Fever
February 2020 i was dangling dangling dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was ready ready ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was drifting drifting drifting until i woke up in Koh Phangan. i felt …
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He and I (The Dock)
We sat together,He and I,At the dockWhere he once did school. I did not find him there, I was led to him. I was forced to walk down a pathOf heavy weighted breakdowns and realizationsAfter being called to action by the black bird by the reservoir. He sang to me with urgent tone it was time to…
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Samhain
There is a place in Edmonton, Where the veil of death and rebirth in my human journey is at it’s thinnest. You would never know, Ordinary and basic, A main road with residential views. A lifeline to central city hubs. Yet for me, I freeze as I get closer to it, I can feel my nervous system begin to shutter. Go…
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old dream, second look.
I had this dream, A run away, To Desi tropical coast, An ashram, Bundled in the tree tops, Ocean mirage, While I immerse in yogic stance. I imagined, Bleached platinum hair hidden, Purple Hairdye That would dissolve when it was time to go. Four weeks? I liked the sound of eight weeks. In this space,…