(a Love Letter to) Edmonton

You meet me at the graveyard to carry me home.You nourish me from death to life, over and over.You wipe my tears and hold my lifeless body,Telling me softly everything is going to be ok. You find me shattered into piecesLaying on the cement, blood soaked,As you pick me up as I am too weak... Continue Reading →

Memoirs of Koh Phangan

February 2020 i was   dangling     dangling     dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was    ready    ready     ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was   drifting    drifting     drifting until  i woke up in Koh Phangan.  i felt  ... Continue Reading →

He and I (The Dock)

We sat together,He and I,At the dockWhere he once did school. I did not find him there, I was led to him. I was forced to walk down a pathOf heavy weighted breakdowns and realizationsAfter being called to action by the black bird by the reservoir. He sang to me with urgent tone it was time to... Continue Reading →

Samhain

There is a place in Edmonton, Where the veil of death and rebirth in my human journey is at it’s thinnest.You would never know, Ordinary and basic, A main road with residential views. A lifeline to central city hubs. Yet for me, I freeze as I get closer to it, I can feel my nervous system begin to shutter.  Go left, Meet... Continue Reading →

(Maybe) If I were

I know the place, I try to leave it when I sense it. Why nurse the chaos? All has been shown, unraveled. There is no undoing our reality. I move, I sleep, I eat, I dream of drinking. Sobriety is a curse. It doesn't matter The timing, The setting, The role I'm engaged in- I... Continue Reading →

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