Tag: love

  • October

    October

    tears keepspilling from my eyeslike monsoonin october night skies. i check the wound periodically. it was healing before, why does it look a little infected?i bandage it back up.  train station interceptions, phone calls that shatter. a karmic seed now joins meon parallel life/death lines,“pull yourself together girl, you’re late for the show.”  a pulsating cry, “i want to go home.”himalayan hills, tibetan…

  • August

    August

    august surpasses july let downs, drying of tears.heat waves endinginsomnia persisting.everyone has left or is leaving.but i promised myself i’d learnhow to stay. scattered attentions,enough reservoir to aspirenot enough to complete. i shed ghost writing skins, i’m ready to find my words. i can’t when i feel this small, this broken, this watched, this critiqued..so i open the front door, softly,…

  • twentytwentyfour

    twentytwentyfour

    i need you to let go.you’re haunting me. i move forward, i fall back.  i’m trying, i’m trying so hard. i get stronger everyday. i find myself a little more everyday. then it all falls apart. and i realizei cant do this without you. don’t godon’t go don’t go i can’t. i can’t. i can’t. this hurts too much..…

  • He and I (The Dock)

    He and I (The Dock)

    We sat together,He and I,At the dockWhere he once did school. I did not find him there, I was led to him. I was forced to walk down a pathOf heavy weighted breakdowns and realizationsAfter being called to action by the black bird by the reservoir. He sang to me with urgent tone it was time to…

  • Patience, Love Unknown

    Patience, Love Unknown

    I suppose this is what they call longing A subtle yearning to dissolve solitude. I think of “him”, whom I have not yet met, Or here but slyly hidden in the shadows. Only time will resolve the heart’s pondering. I wonder often, With non-attachment, Who he is, where he is, Is he living his truth?…