You meet me at the graveyard to carry me home.You nourish me from death to life, over and over.You wipe my tears and hold my lifeless body,Telling me softly everything is going to be ok. You find me shattered into piecesLaying on the cement, blood soaked,As you pick me up as I am too weak... Continue Reading →
December
November came and wentSo fast it blew through, A wind I was not ready for. I was left in its wakeUngrounded, and seeking cover. Thieving my purity and lightAnd left me in chill of night.Alive, but I’m not quite convincedThat I am doing much living these days. As it all replays, I am trying To find the warmthOf closure. ... Continue Reading →
November Ghosts
November came, Took my by the hand, And lead me downTo the graveyard. “you will meet love, but first you must meet loss.we are going to sit here, until the ghosts that haunt you, melt down into the snow.” I felt the tear, Roll down my cheek, And in the stillnessOf the seasons first snowfall, I understood the ache of longing. there is... Continue Reading →
the wild ones
as i becomemore and more disenchanted and broken beyond repair- i go, without a planletting myself getlost in the forest. i find them there.or do they find me? eyes are lockedtrust is built. a danceinto unknown. we pausein the void. i find the truth i was seeking, spoken by those who cannot speak. they are mineto observe.i am theirsto protect. and if... Continue Reading →
Memoirs of Koh Phangan
February 2020 i was dangling dangling dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was ready ready ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was drifting drifting drifting until i woke up in Koh Phangan. i felt ... Continue Reading →