Koh Pha-ngan

I found myself here- An island of division Between the life I left And the Desi dreams I chase. In this space of here- I find ease and peace. Not enough to pull me to stay. Just enough to enjoy the view. Not quite living, Not quite defeated. The in-between Of here and now.

Thailand

The Great Undoing of 2019 Koh Phangang Thailand Day 17 If I were in the west, I would begin this journey on the eve of destruction where one ending meets a new beginning. A beginning of my choosing To set the backdrop, A linear movement from this to that to that, In a pleasurable flow... Continue Reading →

Cancer, my Moon

I was gifted another piece of my puzzle, Wednesday, among community + connection. When the moon was almost full, My heart- maybe not so much. She- a bewitching moderator of the divine, A teacher and muse for the fearful poets, Explained another level Of astrological information Assigned to you When you are ready To be... Continue Reading →

Ice

a photo collab with Brittiany G of @Britts_LittleAdventures (instagram)    Some days, I fear, My heart is ice, Beyond repair. Freezer burn envelope, Protecting the wounds, But prolonging healing, Of whole hearted living. There are days, I feel the fear soften, I feel the walls unthaw, I can feel the warmth. It's deceitful out there... Continue Reading →

Dearest Patiala,

Dearest Patiala, Oh my sweet, Once upon a time, I was warned about men like you. "Punjabi by Nature- an expression we say here," she began explaining the meaning of the restaurant name we were dining lunch at. "Punjabi's are known for their thunderous love of food, life, and celebrations. Until they are ready to... Continue Reading →

Fangs

“Most people are like sheep. Nice, harmless creatures who want nothing more Than to be left alone so they can graze. But then of course there are wolves. Who want nothing more than to eat the sheep. But there’s a third kind of person. The sheepdog. Sheepdogs have fangs like wolves. But their instinct isn’t... Continue Reading →

(grey) Colour

i looked to the sky and saw a slate grey landscape that set the tone. grey. in my heart, feeding into my eyes, the concrete i walked, the feelings i felt, grey. charcoal, ash, metallic slate, lonely silver, invisible, the days, all merging into one. but before this day concludes, i want to share the... Continue Reading →

she knows (ptsd)

she knows. she knows it's ptsd. she knows it's flashbacks. she knows it's not weakness, she knows, but it haunts and it breaks. she knows. what she needs to do. to drop all the lingerings of attachment, to maintaining structured stability, so she can run off into the jungle, so she can scream out her... Continue Reading →

“On World Time”

Why do some people need to leave? Home. Love. Their everything. Searching. Unknown. Not by choice, But because of an insatiable lust For life, for adventure, Leaning into, Wholeheartedly, Into the Unknown. Why? Why some people need to leave? Why do some people need to leave So wildly, They take stability + growth+ career -... Continue Reading →

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