twentytwentyfour

i need you to let go.
you’re haunting me.
i move forward, 
i fall back. 

i’m trying, i’m trying so hard.
i get stronger everyday.
i find myself a little more everyday.
then it all falls apart.

and i realize
i cant do this without you.

don’t go
don’t go 
don’t go

i can’t. 
i can’t. 
i can’t.

this hurts too much..

i need you to let go,
i’m not strong enough.

i need you to go.
i’m not strong enough, 
to let you go. 

please let go.
go go go.
please. 
do it out of mercy, 
i’m not strong enough to be the one. 

no,
wait! 
don’t go. 
please. 
don’t go. 

oh mera pyar,
you are standing in the way of me finding
mera pyar.

oh mera pyar,
i’m so tired.
can’t you see?
it hurts. 

if you’re not the one, 
why does it feel like you are? 
but if you were the one,
amidst family obligations and cultural expectations,
wouldn’t you find a way to meet me in the middle?

if it’s not you,
i know, in the haunted moonlight 
there is a human waiting for me to find him. 
i can’t find him with you holding me like this. 
he’s waiting for me. 
i deserve to be with someone who will fight for me. 
i’m sorry it’s not you, i was someone worth fighting for.
what we had was worth fighting for.
i can’t beg for you anymore.
i need you to let me go. 

no. 

wait. 

don’t. 

please.

i lost my father, my brother, 
i’m about to lose you too, 

i can’t.

wait. 
don’t go. 
don’t go. 

no.
wait. 
this hurts too much. 
my human is out there, 
i think he’s out there, 
if he’s not you, 
i need to find him.
i need you to go. 

no, 
wait. 
please, 
don’t go. 
you’re my best friend.
please. 
don’t go. 
i can’t lose you too. 

what do we do?
what do we do?

stay.

no.

go.

please.

if you’re not going to fight for this, 
please, 
have compassion on me. 
go. 

please,
have compassion on me.
don’t go. 

mera pyar, 
i don’t want to give up everything that makes me me.
i don’t want to give up everything that brings me hope.
i don’t want to sacrifice everything,
for someone who won’t sacrifice a thing.

but.
you’re my best friend,
and i can’t do this without you.
don’t go.

i don’t know. 

what do we do?
what do we do?

i don’t know. 

i don’t know..