Category: Adventures

  • Vancouver Departures pt 1 (Into the Bardo)

    Vancouver Departures pt 1 (Into the Bardo)

    “what is it like to die?”  i asked. so small. so timid. my words, unveiling fate. aware of what’s to come, i cannot backtrack.  thirty two hours from now.. departure. time is not linear, and in this moment, i need it to freeze. he is this embodiment. he is this person. with him, i feel bonded.like family, from another time.  i…

  • Vancouver Departure, pt 2 (Into the Bardo)

    Vancouver Departure, pt 2 (Into the Bardo)

    blackened sky,crimson coat,widened eyes.vancity, love. i’m left standing on granville street,Vancouver. traffic blocked.  waiting. gulping down,potentials,that you willarrive soon. sipping humid air,chilling tension,two bags packed.no return.  i am left exposed, tender, raw.my brothers ashi brought to sea here, now i’m awarewhat’s to come.unknowinghow to feel. i breathe calm. you are here.  you get out of the car, opening the…

  • Cancer Moon (Prelude to India)

    Cancer Moon (Prelude to India)

    i am pulled.to where, i dont know. but i go, into the cold, into the night, alone.  i am miles from home reached first by car, but now i am on foot. it is winter in Alberta prairies. the white snow is muted grey, with outline of trees against black skies. i am not properly dressed, i feel burning in my finger…

  • Dengue Fever

    Dengue Fever

    February 2020 i was   dangling     dangling     dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was    ready    ready     ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was   drifting    drifting     drifting until  i woke up in Koh Phangan.  i felt  …

  • Cambodia

    Cambodia

    Due to Thailand immigration laws, I needed to leave the country so I can obtain another 30 day visa. Two days ago, I had everything figured out to fly into Penang Malaysia- a cute lil artistic nook named George town. It felt safe. A go-to for many ashram students needing a place to go. All…