Category: Behind the Scenes
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August
august surpasses july let downs, drying of tears.heat waves endinginsomnia persisting.everyone has left or is leaving.but i promised myself i’d learnhow to stay. scattered attentions,enough reservoir to aspirenot enough to complete. i shed ghost writing skins, i’m ready to find my words. i can’t when i feel this small, this broken, this watched, this critiqued..so i open the front door, softly,…
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twentytwentyfour
i need you to let go.you’re haunting me. i move forward, i fall back. i’m trying, i’m trying so hard. i get stronger everyday. i find myself a little more everyday. then it all falls apart. and i realizei cant do this without you. don’t godon’t go don’t go i can’t. i can’t. i can’t. this hurts too much..…
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stokes croft
i keep looking back to see if you are still there.you’re not. i don’t know if i should keep going or stop and wait for you. i just don’t know. i’m sorry my dear, i wish it were easier to love me. but it’s not. i think i should probably go now, i think it’s best for the…
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Obsidian
sensationsand feelings..a heaviness.. i want to keep up. i can’t keep up. i am letting them all down,i wish i could be who they want..but i’m exhausted..i need to sleep. but i can’t sleep. they look at me with pity eyes, they want to fix me,like i’m a problem to be solved.but i want to tell them“i’m sad, not…
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Departures
Oh time is beating faster and faster, I dig my heels into the earth to try to get it to stop. But I can’t. Nor can I dissolve all the gripping, clinging, attachments. I feel the anxiety ripping through my physical body and mind body, A war in my internal structures: “I can’t stay here.” vs “I’m…
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