Category: Behind the Scenes

  • To the Stars

    To the Stars

    Here. Here is Calgary. Laying on a chilled wooden floor of an Air Bnb rental basement, Two tennis balls strategically placed under my upper back, Pulsating away physically manifested stress and anxiety. The room is darkness with a soft purr of the refrigerator, With background giggles of two of my travel companions. Before. Before was…

  • Vulnerability.

    Vulnerability.

    Shuffling exhaustion. Drunk tired, barely coherent, Sober as day but wishing I wasn’t. I am here. A place I don’t want to be. But still, I chose to show up. I’m sitting in the waiting room with one word on my mind. The “C” word. I observe a swift closure of my airways. I observe…