Tag: Life

  • Vancouver Departure, pt 2 (Into the Bardo)

    Vancouver Departure, pt 2 (Into the Bardo)

    blackened sky,crimson coat,widened eyes.vancity, love. i’m left standing on granville street,Vancouver. traffic blocked.  waiting. gulping down,potentials,that you willarrive soon. sipping humid air,chilling tension,two bags packed.no return.  i am left exposed, tender, raw.my brothers ashi brought to sea here, now i’m awarewhat’s to come.unknowinghow to feel. i breathe calm. you are here.  you get out of the car, opening the…

  • December

    December

    November came and wentSo fast it blew through, A wind I was not ready for. I was left in its wakeUngrounded, and seeking cover.  Thieving my purity and lightAnd left me in chill of night.Alive, but I’m not quite convincedThat I am doing much living these days.  As it all replays, I am trying To find the warmthOf closure. …

  • the wild ones

    the wild ones

    as i becomemore and more disenchanted and broken beyond repair- i go, without a planletting myself getlost in the forest. i find them there.or do they find me?  eyes are lockedtrust is built. a danceinto unknown.  we pausein the void.  i find the truth i was seeking, spoken by those who cannot speak.  they are mineto observe.i am theirsto protect. and…

  • Dengue Fever

    Dengue Fever

    February 2020 i was   dangling     dangling     dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was    ready    ready     ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was   drifting    drifting     drifting until  i woke up in Koh Phangan.  i felt  …

  • October (twin flame)

    October (twin flame)

    October Will always be Your month,Yours to keep.  Years will go, And you will not return, But October will always beYours to keep.  In a muted grey OctoberOn a faceless grey Sunday, Under Alberta prairie skies, You revived me back to life.  “I’ve been transferred to your soul home. I’ve been here for two months. Will you come?” You ask, hit…