I Am (Experiencing Life)

I feel small. The kind of small that sinks in your chest, your heart center. Deflated. Dejected. Deserted. I feel bullied. Settling into the isolating aftermath of standing up for right, for truth, for equality, for the underdog. I feel invisible. Like the feather drifting, seesawing, back and forth, fearing the truth when I hit... Continue Reading →

Earth, Air, Water, Fire.

Contentment by Jim McGregor, The Tao of Recovery I want money, houses, cats, furs, stereos, friends, and ... contentment! I have everything that I need, but I want more. Then I will be secure. But will I be content? My inner space is empty, and I have tried so hard to be fulfilled that I... Continue Reading →

“Feel.” Music to Raw Poetry.

Written by Robbie Williams and Guy Chambers as preformed by Robbie Williams   Feel. Come and hold my hand, I wanna contact the living. Not sure I understand, This road I've been given. I sit and talk to God, And he just laughs at my plans. My head speaks a language, I don't understand. I... Continue Reading →


Invictus by William Ernest Henley Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond... Continue Reading →

David Bowie.

It was a summer of discomfort, transition and growth in the northern city of Grande Prairie. Days were filled with intoxicating contradictions, a medley of heat wave, soul searching and extreme feelings of displacement, anxiety and uncertainty. And I- I was fighting every single day to turn the negative into something positive. I knew that the shit... Continue Reading →

"I am no longer afraid of becoming lost, because the journey back always reveals something new, and that is ultimately good for the artist."       - Billy Joel

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