I am in the ultimate unknowing. Couldn’t tell you about tomorrow. Anything could happen. Anything. It’s beautiful. Today I woke to the news that India has shut their border to tourist visas. Desi dreams have kept me stitched together through some really fucking rough times. But its ok. I’m ok! I’m so ok, that I’m... Continue Reading →
Insights (from The Other Side)
What an intro into a new year of the human experience. The last two days have been the ultimate climax of stress, agitation, unknowing, and yes- fear! I am in an incredible situation, I am in an impossible situation. I have had to make some really tough decisions with limited knowledge, ever changing situations, the... Continue Reading →
The Eve Before Thirty Three
On the eve of thirty three, I wandered the grounds of Tuol Sleng, Big thoughts of what tomorrow can bring, Neurotic stabbings of emotion of yesterday, And I remain a vessel for all of it to come and go. On the eve of thirty three, I pay tribute to the art of letting go. I... Continue Reading →
Blue
I sit on the ledge of the pool with innocence, Quiet, a bit dejected, feeling very small. So much ripping through my mind. I rather not sit with this fear Shaken by immigration and no resolution. So I root close to the one who reminds me, I root close to the element that reminds me... Continue Reading →
Cambodia
Due to Thailand immigration laws, I needed to leave the country so I can obtain another 30 day visa. Two days ago, I had everything figured out to fly into Penang Malaysia- a cute lil artistic nook named George town. It felt safe. A go-to for many ashram students needing a place to go. All... Continue Reading →