Tag: Recovery

  • September

    September

    i sensea pulling of the arrow back-grief waves and panic attacks. i feel shut downsof internal systems.i ask for gracefrom my loved ones.i’m struggling,i’m failing them. oh.. i feel their pity..i don’t want that.sick animals must disappear to heal their wounds,i have alot of those..it’s almost too many, too deep, too infected.so i retreat.sun setsto blue hour,…

  • Dengue Fever

    Dengue Fever

    February 2020 i was   dangling     dangling     dangling half dead in the jungle in Koh Phangan. i was    ready    ready     ready to leave my human form in Koh Phangan. i was   drifting    drifting     drifting until  i woke up in Koh Phangan.  i felt  …

  • Earth

    Earth

    I should have known everything was about to changeThe way the sky painted itself with other worldly hues, a premonition.I went home to get my camera, I had a feeling..  I found myself laying on my bedroom floor, stretched out, On my tummy, my arms folded under my headIntuitively aware of all surroundings, pausing. This was not…

  • Stay Open

    Stay Open

    “I need you to stay open,” Whispered the moon. I choose to ignore, Sensing the pull, That takes me to seclusion. “Stay brave,” she insisted, Speaking to the broken edges, Wishing to inspire. But you see, Foolish enthusiast, You cannot out run the truths of the mind. They taught me well. The lessons they burned,…