Patience, Love Unknown

I suppose this is what they call longing
A subtle yearning to dissolve solitude.
I think of “him”, whom I have not yet met,
Or here but slyly hidden in the shadows.

Only time will resolve the heart’s pondering.

I wonder often,
With non-attachment,
Who he is, where he is,
Is he living his truth?

I wonder on nights like these,
What each mistake, move, and decision
He is making in order for our paths to cross.

I wonder often too,
More than I should,
The type of person he is.
Without knowing who he is,
I know he is kind. Playful. Wise.
Consistent. Adventurous.
Truthful and Patient.
And his smile-
Crumbles me into a nervous love sick kid,
Scared to converse with her crush,
But brave enough to entangle into his story.
How could I not?

I long to stare in his eyes.
An eager foreshadowing.
I dream of dark compassionate eyes. Home.
But my the tales of my heart’s scars say
I fall for the hues of vibrant blue and green.

Oh where he is, my soul wonders,
Where does he rest his head tonight?
Not for a desperation to fill a void,
But a playful curiosity of his days before “us”.

I wish him to be safe, happy and at ease.

But I do not wish not to seek him out,
To chase a love into exertion.
When I am ready, he will appear.
When I can love, he will be here.

When time playfully intertwines our paths,
There will be two whole people. Strong. Ready.
A mutual knowing we do not need each other,
That either one is free to leave at any time.
Provoking an internal gratitude that we-
Two imperfect humans
Choose each other,
Choose to accept each other,
Choose to love each other.

A love cultivated by truth, not attachment.

My authentic voice knows without hesitation,
The more I release grip and control,
Magic mingles by allowing life to happen.
I trust this is the route to him.

Do not chase,
Do not worry,
Do not doubt,
All will reveal.

Sweet dreams my love, wherever you may rest your head tonight. 

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